TY so much for your kind msg Nicky!I so needed 2 hear that 2day!The origin of the expression is easy 2explain:its been said 4 years by almost every person Ive loved/cared about b4 abandoning me,including by my mother&sister.Some1 sent 4454 msgs describing in detail terrible things I cant imagine ever saying if Im feeling well,I sent her $ thru PayPal bc she needed it/she sent it back,ripped me apart&is close w/Sarah.Seems some r jealous Im able to talk 2u more often than them so Im insulted.Can’t wait 2 laugh!❤️

Beautiful video! I appreciate the time and effort, we've done a few of these but this is by far the most personal one! I feel compelled to tell you as well, I see you not just as your characters, but as a strong person who battled demons and got to other side. I was an addict and I battled too. I guess I just want to say I got this gift for my husband not only because he loves Xander, but also because we connect with you and we've discussed how important and inspiring it is when celebrities share vulnerability